Sunrise , sunlight .. breath the morning dew .
Still mind , silence thoughts .. Breath life
Letting lose , letting go .. acceptance , humbling down
Bow my head ,close my eyes .. when will come will come .. what will blow will blow I surrender to the law of the universe .
Breath in …breath out
Everything will be fine
Old songs , old stories we held hands and shared laughters in those nostalgic moments. I thought I found a friend .
Turbulence , tears of challenges , losing our way along the journey . I still believe in our friendship .
We patched up , stay connected .. I turned deaf to stories that I heard . I believe I know your soul as you see my core .
I was wrong … I see a shade that is far from what I used to know . Some says this has always been you .. while others said I saw it all along and just let it pass for the sake of our friendship.
Now , I have enough .. enough of this pretentious color .. I can’t and I won’t … I must burn this bridge of frienship .
Goodbye
There is this point in ourlives that we face with situations that we are not comfortable with . No matter how you would choose to look at it tackle it you will still end up being hurt.
There moments in ourlives that we are painted by the colors that does not describe the totally of us. It was a color that once came due to a situation. This becomes your color. No matter how many times you became a brighter shade. There will always be people that will remember you as a dark tone .
Months I have struggled , I wanted to prove them wrong , I wanted to unhurt myself by understanding the situation. But I can’t . So the cycle of being judge , feeling unsure circles around me.
Until that moment that I realized I know me better that anyone else . I am me , I am not perfect , I am a person that is embodied with different shades . I am colorful . I accept me and I love me …that is all that matters. I will wipe my tears look up to the sun …
I will shine because I am colorful … I am free .. I have learn and I am a beautiful imperfect soul .
We turned into circles
Fought to hang on … denies to accept that it is time to move on .
For years I hold you close in my heart , for years I try to understand and fit in the box .
You are good but we can not stick together . My heart bleeds but I have to choose myself , my peace , my wholeness
I loved you with my all … that is why I am setting you and myself free from this circle of confusion .
A kiss to rain … a hope to sunrise .
Love never dies , Love doesn’t hold on ..it let go of things that are not mean to be .
We walk in a path of lessons , of light that sparkle in a different directions.
We met souls with beautiful colors that sometimes blends with us while other times clashes that with the luminous light that we are projecting .
At times we stumble a color so unique that our hearts are drawn to embrace the keleidoscope of its shades . We love them with our hearts and trust them with ourlives .
Some of them treasure us like gold while others hold on to us like treasures .. Different phases , different stages.
But here is what I know .. when you find that light so precious as gold who loves you without any if’s and respects your boundary with kindness , understanding with no prejudices .
She your safe haven on a stormy day , the sun behind the dark clouds and the wind in midst of a desert . She is fierce enough to correct with love and compassionately listen to your pleas .
She is the gift that universe gave. She is your friend , your soulmate .
Dearest Ter,
How are you ? It has been more than 40 days since you left us . I miss you … I miss the chuckie talks when you would pushed me in a corner of admission. I miss your ” wow” comments even if my selfie were out of this world ..
You have been a part of my chitchats small or unrelevant talks during my breaks I miss that too. If I would enumerate all the little things that I missed from you I know a blog would not be enough.
Our last conversation you just said goodbye to me in a very subtle way . I tried to swayed you to wait for me … my way of asking you to fight a little bit longer . We know it was an uphill battle and you have won them all . You have survived the hardest storm of your life, and the time has come for you to rest . No more pain .. That is why even if our hearts are in pain we have gladly let you go . Worry not for everything will be taken care of .
A vow for a friend has been made.
About a week ago we had the most beautiful heartfelt party . It was both a celebration of our life and the friendships that we have made along the way.
Ter , I know you are smiling down at us … You are now our personal angel..
Bob , Totskie, Dangs, Randy( yes si capt humot🙃) and rest of the Moonwalkers89 misses your naughtiness and the energy that you shared every time we will have our activities .. Fly with us Ter as we will embark a new phase in our Journey .
Forever with us
I look at the road of
hope .. horizon of
chances
I step forward as my
heart beats for the
sunrise of chances
Moving forward
onward
New hope ,new
road … my passage of
life will take the turn
to a wonderful start.
I reach for the sun.. I
raise my head for the
air …l am almost
here .. my passage
my hope
We walk through that path … no regrets only gratitude for the lessons learned ….
My path ,my passage
My heart sang a song , a melody that I am unfamiliar of.
My brain whisper a thoughts that I refuse to listen .
As I laid myself to rest , My soul long for that old familiar scent .. A scent not so long ago makes me flutter … but now it brought me to tears
I can not stop …I must move on …move forward …
A meadow fresh , new horizon , new dawn … I am almost there..
In de dawn of the winter I met you. I was cold and hurt. You gave me warmth and mend my wounds . I was hesitant to hold your hands but you told me it is just okey.
I learned to trust you , hold you , the sun was rising again , flowers starts to grow. I saw spring and starts to love the songs that birds sang .
On one autumn day , I saw an image of you different from what I used to see. Your words cuts like a knife in my heart. Why ? I felt betrayed . I tried to hang on but in me I know something has changed , something has died .
I tried to heal , to revived … but it was just “I” .. “WE” does not exist anymore.
It’s time , to cut lose , to accept the hurt , betrayal has killed my love for you.
Goodbye .. summer will soon come into my life … as long as I have ME I will be okey
How did we spent our rainy day in Paris ?
Luncheon at Le Jules Verne was an experience to keep .
This restuarant is located at the third floor of the very known Eiffel tower . A classy way of visiting this impressive tower with a private elevator , a receptionist and your own private access to the observatory deck of the tower .
With Chef Frédérick Anton ( has been a 3 stars since 2007) leading the service you would expect nothing but perfection on every cuisine that is served . Both the meal and wine were perfectly thought out .
We had the five course meal with two amuses and glasses of savory rose champagne.
Our food varies from Sea urchin to very tasty smoked lamb .
The dessert was the highlight. It was called ” The chocolate dessert” , the chocolates were presented and made into temperature ( warm and cold ) you must start at the warm chocolate mouse then topped it with the cold chocolate.
This will give you one mouthful of food orgasm…
It is bitter , salty ,hot, sweet and cold or I should say magic ….
We closes our luncheon with a coffee paired with these cute chocolates and sponge orange cakes to nibble.
As the skies cried her heart out .. Two friends enjoys the savory rose champagne at the top of the Eiffel tower .
P.s
My dear friend ended her 50th birthday celebration here with a small complimentary mango sorbet with a handwritten in a thin chocolate sheet “happy 50th birthday Ralla ” by the chef 🙂
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