Journey towards Self Awakening : My Complications

“Rain didn’t make things messy. People did all on their own .” — Barbara Delinsky , The Secret Between Us .

It is when you have decided to just let it be . Enjoy and make the best of everything, The unexpected things happened .

He walked in through that door like a cold hush of wind in that winter morning . He is aloof yet sweet, naughty yet decent, playful yet serious. A deciever yet honest . He would push you away to a distance that he could easily reach out for you. He is my complication

He embodied everything that I detest yet I am drown closer to him. He is the tears that falls from eyes and the smile that curves my lips. He is my complication.

Wiggle and struggle , tried to untangle this knot of connection towards my complication.

Experienced multiples death towards this untanglement. Shattered my heart .

Walk a far reaching for that Hand . The hand that exudes warmth of understanding and non judgemental .

Cling on , as I wiggle and struggle.

My complication is calling me like a tempter in a cold empty night . I hear him , I want to adhere , to surrender towards the voice of my complication .

I cling on harder to the grip of this hand of friendship that understands the struggle of my innermost soul. I am thankful , I am lucky for he is my sanity .

There he is again my wonderful tempter complication .


Published by jee426

Life is a bowl of lessons to learn . It is a magnitude of colors that sparks the way you choose them to shine . I am a soul who have walked some rough path and learn from them . I am a being that accepts the challenges of life with a humble heart . Grateful for the lessons that I have learned through the years. Small victories that is all I need .. I hope to somehow to uplift my readers with the journeys that I have shared.

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